Hey There to My Future Self

I... God... what?

*end of a ball of twine tied securely to the doorknob, check*

*backpack full of sandwiches and bottled water, check*

*and it's off into the void with Heather, to deliver food to you poor rubes without kitchens*

((OOC ETA: Dozing off for a while now, but if you want to get a food delivery/run into Heather in the void/whatever go ahead and comment and I'll get back to it later.))

Since I haven't done one in awhile, and they're going around again, relationship meme for Heather and Molly!

Though I can't promise their opinions will have changed any if I've done this for you before, since Heather tends to stick to first impressions forever unless something big happens to change her mind about someone, and Molly defaults towards being friendly to everyone.

Time of year for this meme again, huh?

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
fromthelostdays goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as anything but a witch.
_superdork_ tricks you! You get a scratched CD.
angelamourpeach tricks you! You get a rock.
classprotector gives you 2 red coconut-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
constant_craver gives you 19 tan mint-flavoured gummy bats.
hascoldhands tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.
knowing_smile gives you 1 yellow cinnamon-flavoured nuggets.
latrine_orderly tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
still_walking tricks you! You get an eraser.
fromthelostdays ends up with 21 pieces of candy, a scratched CD, a rock, a 3.5-inch floppy disc, and an eraser.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

...You know, if Excel managed to get into my bag to get any candy? I think she'd grab all of it and run, not settle for just one. If she did just want one piece, she could just ask for it instead of tricking me.

The farther behind I leave the past, the closer I am to forging my own character. - Isabelle Eberhardt

The Past is to be respected and acknoledged, but not to be worshiped. It is our future in which we will find our greatness. - Pierre Trudeau

You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act. - Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them. - Jane Austen

The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more you try to avoid suffering the more you suffer because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt. - Thomas Merton

( Dating Quiz )

So... I guess I'm just a totally awesome person to date? You can all go ahead and be jealous of Kabuto now, if you want.

I'm mostly just posting this because of how hilariously wrong a lot of it is. Excel? Shy and nonconfrontational? *snickers*

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Momoko is your soulmate.

You truly love Kon.

You consider Kabuto your true friend.

You know that Buffy is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Elphaba for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Russel is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Ami is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Wolfwood is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Wolfwood changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Excel is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Excel has a hidden internet romance.

You scored as XVI: The Tower. If badly aspected this can be the worst card of the Tarot deck. The Tower always indicates upheavel, possibly chaos, loss and destruction. Its effects are never pleasant and can be painful. The card illustrates lightning striking the Tower. The lightning cannot be avoided, the destruction it brings is inevitable. All we can do is attempt to survive and rebuild. The Tower brings sudden, severe change. When the Tower appears in a Tarot spread it represents sudden and possibly violent change, disruption or loss. </td> XVI: The Tower 100% III - The Empress 88% II - The High Priestess 81% VIII - Strength 75% XIII: Death 69% VI: The Lovers 63% X - Wheel of Fortune 63% 0 - The Fool 56% I - Magician 50% IV - The Emperor 44% XV: The Devil 44% XIX: The Sun 44% XI: Justice 38% Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

...100%, huh? Joy.

It's wrong anyway, even if the mean does fit my life. I know which card is mine.

This one's interesting, I guess. Though I really don't think I'm that disagreeable. There're more charts about the traits that go into each personality thing and descriptions for each of them if you want "insight into my personality" enough to look at the full report.


My Personality

Neuroticism	25
Extraversion	8
Openness To Experience	58
Agreeableness	0
Conscientiousness	51

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You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends. You are generally calm and composed, reacting moderately well to situations that most people would describe as stressful. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

( My Interests Collage! )

...The roasted dog wasn't even in Silent Hill, so I don't know what it has to do with escaping it. And I don't get what some of these pictures have to do with my interests, even though they're in order. What's a graduating ant have to do with cultists? Or a smashed fly with not drinking milk? ...I guess I can kinda see the connection between Claudia and Valtiel.

It's a nice picture of Kabuto, though.

Buffy-type relationship meme!

Comment with what your characters think my characters think of them, and I'll comment back to tell you how on the mark they are.

An' now I'm gonna go to sleep.

As I'm a sucker for a bandwagon, if there's anything you'd like me to essay at you about, ask here.

Age: 18 (birthday's November 26th, has had one in camp)
Height: 5'7.5"
Eyes: Usually yellowish-brown (which I realized, like, ten months into playing her are quite probably colored contacts, but since it's never actually stated in canon I'll just ignore that thought!).
Hair: Brown. One of the very first things she's going to do after getting out of camp is get a cheap hotel room and bleach the hell out of it again.

( And the rest of her info... )

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (A couple of people.)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (Technically. Because I watch everything on my computer instead.)	✓ I own lots of books.  (Does it count that I inherited half of them?)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (I have worn contacts before, but only colored ones. My vision's 20/20.)	✓ I love to play video games.  (If all my gaming shirts didn't give it away already.)	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  ("Sometimes." Yeah.)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (And a couple of months, but yeah.)	✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (For cutting other things, not myself, which is what I assume they're trying to imply with the razor part.)

( it goes on... )

I've said several times that Heather acts friendly to almost everyone, since it's what she was sent to camp to learn to do, but she doesn't really care all that much about most people. So, since I'm kinda bored (and have a new icon that makes this much easier to tell) I figured I'd take a minute or two to write down

How to Tell When Heather Genuinely Likes You.

1. If you're Kabuto, obviously.

2. If you die, there's a big sermon/mourning post for you, and Heather actually shows up. She won't go and pretend to mourn someone if she doesn't actually care. She thinks it's disrespectful to the people who do care.

The exception to this is if someone she does genuinely care about is upset by your death. Then she'll show up to support them. For example, way back when she turned up in Anakin's eulogy post to be with Kabuto.

3. If she's injured (doesn't matter if it's physically or emotionally), and she's willing to be near you. Heather has a somewhat animalesque reaction to being hurt; she gets wary and goes to ground. If she comes up to you or lets you know where to find her when she's in this state, she probably really likes you. She's like this right now, actually. Since coming out of The Otherworld she's talked to all of three people: Russel, Saya (but because she thought she was Momoko for a second when she started speaking), and Lupin (because he was funny, and she does trust him not to do anything to harm her, at least). Another example is back right after The Gentlemen had been destroyed. She would not have let Inui know where to find Renji's heart if she didn't like him enough to let him see her when she was breaking down in the same place.

The exception is if there's another Beloved incident when she's seriously injured, Kabuto can't help, and he tells her to find someone else to treat her. Or if she's lying around dying, needs help from the first person who can get to her, and Kabuto isn't close enough to be it, although in that case she's more likely to quietly stay out of view and wait to be restored to her last save. (Incidentally, I've said fairly often that Heather's first choice when seriously injured is always just to shoot or otherwise kill herself, so you might be wondering why she didn't try it during the Beloved incident. That's because Kabuto saw her before she could try it, and she veers from the course of action the second he'd know about her dying to be hurt by it.)

4. Newest and easiest way! If she uses this icon--

--at you with the keywords 'genuinely fond of you' it means she's, well, genuinely fond of you. Any other keywords don't count on this one, and there aren't any exceptions to it.

Might as well do the interview meme this time. So, ask if you want to know what one of my characters thinks about things and stuff.

May be answered in or out of character, depending on the question. Also might take a while to get to, because I'm distracted by a video game right now.

Who'm I to pass up a bandwagon?

Comment if you want to know what any of my characters think about you. Though, if you commented the last time I did this, Heather's opinion at least probably hasn't changed much. She tends to stick with first impressions, just... more so as time goes by.

Been meaning to do this for a while.

( What it means when Heather uses an icon at you (for reals) )

Okay! So, I totally lied when I said I'd just do ones I used often. And this reminds me that I need to reupload the other one where she's kneeling, since it has a different, more active, feel to it. But now, if she ever uses an icon at you and you have no idea why, you have a handy-dandy reference guide. Unless you're as lazy as I am, in which case you wouldn't bother. Or unless I'm using it with one of the meanings I've forgotten to list. Oh well!